Monday, July 18, 2005

Heres a funny story...

My dad once invested alot of money into this one pharmaceutical company by way of the stock market. I think he bought some 250 shares @ $20 per share...something like that... well anyway, my dad did a bunch of research on the company, asked around how the company was doing and watched stock reports. In every case, they told him: "This company is great, its for sure going to pay off."

Well it didn't. I think right now its at $10 per share. Sucks, doesn't it? He invested so much and it a sense made things worse. I dunno what he has done with the shares though...

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fuck...



renewed hope on 12:16:00 PM *

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Monday, May 02, 2005

Dilemma
If I were the rain, that binds together the earth and the sky, who in all eternity will never mingle, would I be able to bind two hearts together? Would I ever be the medium by which one can propagate one's feelings to the outside world? Could I ever release the bindings that restrain the flow of ones emotion? May I free this very soul, this hidden angel, and allow her beauty to shine for the world to adore? Should I ever open my heart or will the fears and nightmares stab it with rapiers of ruthless rejection. When the rain falls from the sky, is it painful?

renewed hope on 9:20:00 PM *

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Tuesday, April 19, 2005

"life really isn't so bad; you just think it is because you are weak."

i was and remain to be extremely proud of that statement.

renewed hope on 10:37:00 PM *

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Tuesday, April 12, 2005

i think i've stepped into a new reality. things are great, but they might never quite get there. i think i can accept that when it comes, but i'd really rather not. i always did have a terrible time letting go. however, i must tsk tsk those of you (GREG) who still manage to traverse this site and do not post on it. i am aware that most of you have probably let go of any lingering thoughts that might have nestled themselves into your subconscious at one point or another. no big.

i guess i really don't have any justification to continue this ridiculous attempt to salvage what little we have left on this site, but i'll continue to do about a post every month if no one else does.

it's not that you'll see this message; but, good luck to all.

renewed hope on 2:13:00 PM *

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Friday, March 04, 2005

Oh, how horrifically disappointing that was. you know those things where you ask and you are POSITIVE of the answer you're going to get and when you don't get it, you tend to be...how do they say?...FLOORED?

we were lovers, we were kissers, we were holders of hands, we were make-believers and now, we're losing time.

let's roll.

renewed hope on 11:39:00 PM *

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Wednesday, February 09, 2005

i miss your dreams.


renewed hope on 1:57:00 PM *

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Monday, November 08, 2004

since we kind of decided to make an attempt to keep this alive...here we go.

first off; i don't give a shit what any of you say, linkin park sucks. no two ways about it. also, beck rocks. i just got Odelay and there is not one song that i don't enjoy thoroughly.

secondly; you know what? i don't really have a "secondly", i simply wished to convey my hatred for the formerly stated band and my love for the latter.

it's truly foolish of you to base your entire life upon that one person. bad call, kid, bad call. you'll end up gettin' proper fucked in the end.

p.s. pardon my language.


renewed hope on 11:40:00 PM *

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. Group of friends who just can't get enough of each other. ^__^
. July 30, 2003 (Birthdate of Clan)
. Anaheim Hills (yet one moved away to Davis)
. Canyon High School (UCDavis)

.Akaryu's Mountain
.Aoryu's Sea
.Daidairyu's Desert
.Hakuryu's Sky
.Hiroryu's Star
.Kuroryu's Abyss
.Midoriryu's Forest
.Momoryu's Sunset
.Murasakiryu's Vortex

.Akaryu
.Aoryu
.Daidairyu
.Hakuryu
.Hiroryu
.Kuroryu
.Midoriryu
.Momoryu
.Murasakiryu
.Prism Dragon

Staricious did it.